Basketball has played a big part in constructing my identity and making me who I am today. 24 Seconds is a collection of 24 second, third, and fourth thoughts I’ve had about moments in basketball that have lingered with me beyond the 48 minutes spent on the hardwood playing the game. Philosophical musings, poetry, shit talk, childish gripes, subjective inaccuracies, statistical theories…
AIR JORDANS (3 of 24)
It’s gotta be the shoes right? What Micheal Jordan’s signature shoe line could have meant to me at different times in my life.
I like my AJs dirty,
like I had to run through the mud
in all-white tube socks to get em
and back through the mud to get to the
court. I like my laces without the aglets,
polyester spraying from the ends of
tightened bunny ears, drooping to the pavement.
I like my AJs scuffed at the toes and without soles.
I like my Jordans two sizes too big and bloody
like the blood my brothers spilled to cop some air
so my brother couldn’t get a pair of his own.
I like to pump my fist and tug on my shorts
and drive with my tongue out. I like my AJs,
1s and 3s and 4s and 5s and 6s, retro just like me.
I like my AJs clean,
so clean they stay in the box. So expensive,
it was a limited drop. I like my AJs to fit
so tight that they pinch me at the toes.
I like em so shiny that I can see my
smile in the patent leather on my 11s.
I like my Jordans dancing in the sunlight
like an Audemars Piguet watch, seeping
onto the amber varnished hardwood floor.
I like to stand outside on cold nights, for
AJs with icy bottoms. I like my Jordans bred,
through and through. I’d like to fuck you up,
if you step on my shoes and I’d like to buy me
some more, if it helps me feel cool.
Somewhere, deep in the inner city,
where niggas don’t fly all too often,
is a tale of two Air Jordans and
the same river that runs through them
both. Made for the sky, destined
for the ground. Gravity laughs, but
there is a soul in those soles.
I want my AJs to make me feel like I’m flying,
like a P-51 Mustang fighter plane, ripping
the sky in half. I want to be skybound, stuck
and drifting like a cloud, waiting to rain
down and wash away my problems. I want
my AJs to make me feel like a falcon, like the wind
beneath my wings holds the weight to keep me up.
I want to levitate, soar, and walk on air like Jordan,
suspended above the earth, free from worldly laws.
I want the world to stop when I jump, my split legs
propel me like Mike, gravity be damned, I defy it,
for the love of the game. Red and black toebox piqued
off the edge, I’m on the brink, overlooking the abyss.
Look to the sky, ready to fly, come fly with me.
Jump man, Jump man.
Jumpman.