SEPTEMBER 12th- SEPTEMBER 18th, working my dream (SLAM)

I started my new job this week, a n editorial position with SLAM magazine. My dream job. An old dream I suppose. Is that a thing? Do dreams die or change? Is that what’s happening when we forget them? I feel like I’ve been neglecting myself ever since I started. I love SLAM, it’s an honor to be associated with them but I simply don’t feel like I’m serving myself at the moment.